suddenly this night. i kept thinkin of jocelyn not that i am what what. i just dont know. maybe i miss her? is like..you go to school you see your classmate someone closer to you everyday you know her moves and everything. then suddenly you seems to have no idea of how she is. and one day she came back looking so tired and everything.sigh. so many problems on her side. kept wondering if she's okay etc..
life so fragile. lois left school. i feel like giving up too. well finally she made her choice. perhaps is better for her. since she like miss school for more than half a year. everyone's going on a different path. everyone so busy with their liife.
school so tough. i am so sick of it. the terrible terrible school
i'm freaking stress myself up abt everything.
why cant i just break away from it.


pray to god. everything will be just fine.
everyone will be safe and sound.
everyone will be spiritually good. i hope so :)